Today is little depressing for me..I dont know why ):..just feel sad..maybe its because I have free time to sit alone and think of my life now.Im now so disappointed with myself...
well...Its a little like jealousy..about life,study,talent,skills,career...etc =.=..really!I always wonder why I cant become so good like them through I worked hard(oh well maybe not I was lazy but I had tried alot:])and when listening to the compliments about them...I smiled but why this strange felling is still inside me?(especially in schooling...Im not good at it at all=.=")I know Im mean and having a bad character but its so hard to change this now.what shoul